Despite what I said previously, some content doesn't belong on my personal blog. This is primarily song lyrics, which have been moved here. Consolidating content under one system is all well and good, if that content is related. LiveJournal will remain the place for content that probably has no right existing, my WordPress blog will be home to my opinion on news items, and original content will remain on olstrom.com.
Come wind Come snow Come winterland I have resigned myself to death Come will to show the hidden hand So I can draw my final breath You could take me higher So you said and I trusted you I may be a liar, but betrayal lies on you
I can feel when the journey ends Final call for a last defense
Darkness come tonight I have no fear of what you hold Darkness come alive You are the stories I've been told
I possess the power Of survival in the cold Life is like a flower As it stumbles out of fall
We all know when our time has come This is where I will linger on
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Darkness come tonight Nothing can take my faith away Darkness come alive Life fades to black from silver grey Like this post? Better content is available on Chris @ Olstrom (.com).
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In the cold misty morning Gleaming rays await their dawn Here I stand a stranger in this land Does your conscience betray you? Fallen from grace feel the sun on my face Does desire still hold true?
Mystified by the beauty, does the hunter pity his pray? Under starlit skies all love must die and fade away Take my hand, defy the damned Make a stand, seize the day Oh, yours or mine, damned or divine Draw the line, come what may
Looking down from ethereal skies Silent crystalline tears I cry For all must say their last goodbye To paradise...
My yearning is silenced by angelic skin of white Love conquers all for heaven's fall, this fateful night Oh, you’re the mind in the divine Draw the line, serpentine Love is a tragedy, all that I have and all that I'll ever need Is right here inside, Let the wings of freedom be my guide
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So I've cheated and I've lied Been the victim of foolish pride And I've begged and I've crawled And I've battled and bled for it all So I savor the downfall Of paradise...
The child without a name grew up to be the hand To watch you, to shield you or kill on demand The choice he’d made he could not comprehend His blood a grim secret they had to command
He’s torn between his honor and the true love of his life He prayed for both but was denied
So many dreams were broken and so much was sacrificed Was it worth the ones we loved and had to leave behind? So many years have past, who are the noble and the wise? Will all our sins be justified?
The curse of his powers tormented his life Obeying the crown was a sinister price His soul was tortured by love and by pain He surely would flee but the oath made him stay
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Please forgive me for the sorrow, for leaving you in fear For the dreams we had to silence, that’s all they’ll ever be Still I’ll be the hand that serves you Though you’ll not see that it is me
We are riding for the battle field in force tonight Fury of the darkest evil cry for war Far beyond the boundaries of hell and starlight On the road to lands unknown forever more
Through the caverns far below our quest will lead us Onwards through the ice and snow forever more Standing fighting full of hate the time has come now Stand and sound the guns of glory cry for war
On wings of glory we will carry on Far across the forgotten lands toward the distant sun And in the darkness shining far beyond the starlight Lightning is striking from the dark dawning shadows And in the kingdom of the everlasting sun When the glory of the master's time has come
Into the fires of forever we will fly through the heavens With the power of the universe we stand strong together Through the force of power, it will soon reach the hour For victory we ride, Fury of the Storm!
We are the chosen ones we cannot fail now Spilling all the blood on the fires below Smashing through the boundaries with the fire and fury Killing all the mortals down the winding road
Hell fires are raging the storm growing strong On the path to victory towards the distant sun And in the darkness shining far beyond the starlight Lightning is striking from the dark dawning shadows And in the kingdom of the everlasting sun When the glory of the master's time has come
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I hear your whispers Break the silence And it calms me down Your taste on my lips Your salty kisses
They say I'm seeking up the danger That one day you won't let me go (I'll drown, you'll take me down)
I need you Aquarius Enchanted I will have to stay. I feel you Aquarius 'Cause you don't see, set me free You call to me Aquarius (You call to me, you set me free)
I relinquish To your powers From your grasp I just can't hide
I missed the danger I had to conquer You made me feel alive
They say I have to be aware That one day you won't let me go Take me down
I long for you Aquarius I need to be with you again I fear you, Aquarius My destiny 'till the end
A lonely maiden stands Bound to the obelisk As she tugs and pulls And tries to twist Shackles slice her virgin wrists Blood now covers her tiny hands How does thou receive this fate? She asks of her own mind Purity, innocence, encourage death Life... gone is mine
I also ask of you my lord Thy god in heaven For I understand the error of mans ways But of creation and the seven days When was created the murky haze From which the beast has risen
Fail me not my master For this is your creation Your son the bastard Leviathan
Blackness, dripping stench Unrelenting vice Vile embellishment Transcending pure evil
Standing now before her eyes Wings expanding...she's going to die Belching blue green fire Flesh feeds the desire The serpent gods apocalyptic smile
Come to me my demon brother Of us both and our fathers A failure of creation ... abomination
Alone I traveled through the mountains Led by a star fading west When I came upon an ancient ruin of a church and it was there I stopped to rest
Then the black and gloomy night that chased my footsteps crashed down on me like a wave Whispering through the trees an eerie breeze carried a voice beckoning me to be her slave
In a whisper she said...
Burn forever Leave never from my arms Embrace the night
From the black and twisting shadows rose a woman beauty alluring to the eye Oh her devilish grin, her moonlit skin and long dark hair flowing down around her thighs
As she approached I felt the evil growing stronger I waltz with the wicked within Frozen in my place, she kissed my face and in a storm of passion bathed me in sin
In the madness...she said...
Burn forever Leave never from my arms Embrace the night
Then she weaved a mist - and cast me into the shadows
"Come with me, love eternally, forever mine" "Set me free - in death we'll dance eternally forever and ever..."
As so the light, cast down from the heavens, washed over me like wave I awoke, it seems, from some crazy dream only to find I was standing at her grave
In my nightmare...she said
Burn forever Leave never from my arms Embrace the night
Burn forever Leave never from my arms Don't ever leave me- never leave me
Burn forever Leave never from my arms Embrace the night
Sparkling angel I believe You are my saviour In my time of need
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear All the whispers The warning's so clear
I see the angels I'll lead them to your door There is no escape now Now mercy no more
No remorse 'cause I still remember The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart Deceived me right from the start You showed me dreams I wished they'd turn to real You broke the promise And made me realise It was all just a lie
Sparkling angel Couldn't see Your dark intensions Your feelings for me
Fallen angel Tell me why? What is the reason? The thorn in your eye
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Could have been forever Now we have reached the end
This world may have failed you It doesn't give the reason why You could have chosen A different path of life
The time is close now, the end is near My walk through the valley, trails of fear I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now to be with you I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you I walk alone
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I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad but true Something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true
The question that lies within Is so hard to understand It still tears at me And in my dying breath My heart holds no regrets I wouldn't change a thing
The light escapes her room tonight. Every little moment tells her, now it's time,. Opening a new scar, closing the wounds with a knife. No more crying in the lanterns light...
Leave with the first light, go when you still see the moon. Run for the sunlight, gate is now open for you.
Dancing on the path and singing now you got away. You can reach the goals that you have set from now on , every day. There is no way you would go back now, oh no, those days are past. Life is waiting for the one who loves to live, and it is not a secret...
The Shades of darkness filled her life. In every single corner you can not turn right. Night could pass for a day, in her lack of faith, she let it all fade away. Once more, a cry in the lanterns light...
We met that night, when the sea ran high. And I craved for more of that nearlove experience. Those who the music hath then joined together, are now put asunder....
Remember me, when I lit the fire. To keep us warm. On a cold winter morning. Now I pass through the moment. Can I still recognize a beautiful melody...
I play a note, but hear no sound. Have I lost my love or the wings I found. When I was young,,, ...and eager to please anyone who had time...
Needed to sing, the very notes I heard. Had to stay in the shadows and seek for the loneliness. Nevertheless, the price was higher than I realized. I was to live alone, ready to make the sacrifice. Was I in love with you...
My old heart, little harder again. One the light goes out, everything ends. It is time...ready to cause a scene, ready to make the sacrifice. Ready to play the note, ready to end the final show. The only thing I know.
The pain is here. To stay I fear. In my eyes. I can change one note and make you cry. In this state of mind. Silence is a crime.
How can life be so feigned and cold. I've answered the call of every melody, lovingly. Did I find the answers to all my questions.
Or a gravenimage of me...
If I found the hidden fountain. Drank the wisdom from it's deep. Would I have the time to save me. Would I have them both to keep.
I write the lines you want me to, with the words. I dare to use of all the ones that you have taught me, along the years.
You cast a perfect shadow on the paper. Fade away with sunlight, I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...
You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night. I wish you bear with me, stay near me. When the autumn leaves have fallen. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared, you'll be safe, this I swear. If you only love me back.
Seven lonely lies written on Deadwinter's night, open the only book with the only poem I can read... In blood I sign my name and seal the midnight with a tear. Burn the paper, every line for them I cried...
Blessed with an eye to see things as they are, will you draw me? Up there on the wall, looking down to us all, you never saw me.. I found a pen, and I outlined a life. You've never cried, I think I saw a tear in your eye.
Your eyes tell the tale, I will not ask again. Now I see what you've lost nothing is quite the same. By the love of my heart, cut my drawing in half, for I think I'm like you... Should you draw me...
Waiting for my evenfall.
Farewell, my passion, you slowly turn pale. I will long for your warmth, made me feel safe. I will not draw again, 'till I know it's my time. I have lived a long life, should I draw me...